so worth it!

That was soo worth waiting three months for....
worth waiting in 2 hours there for
worth getting my feet splashed with beer
worth killing my ears next to the speakers
worth dragging celia, raffi, and george from prom
worth looking pathetic in my summer dress while everyone dressed casually
worth yelling at the drunk lady next to me to shut up
worth having celia sit on top of me in raffi's beamer for absolutely no reason
worth putting my eyeliner and mascara only to look scary
worth having to put up with timmy's daily crap about how i'm wasting money RAWR!

it was the best night ever! i dont think i can ever happy unless i see matt costa again.

hrmm

Maybe i was a bit too irrational in my last post...i guess its not that bad, but still i have succeeded in my personal oath :D i come off as cranky but its only because of my oath and possible annoying people. ive gotten through this rough week by listening to the Across the Universe sound track and as cheesy as the movie is, i want to watch it now lol.

i had my first real bowl of pho today and it was absolutely delicious. i now understand why ppl love it.

Crunch time!

MATT COSTA in a week...omg what will i say wen i meet him? what will i wear? omgomgomgomg

anger!!!!!

someone just really knows how to piss me off! even if i was pmsing, i dont have to take that crap anymore. its gotten to the point where i prefer it if never they never talk to me again. i mean its ok to be annoying and insulting, but if they know im stressed out, and they still push it especially if they're a good friend, then theyer just being a jerk intentionally to piss me off. i wish i didnt owe anything to them and was able to cut all ties from them. I hate what you've become and what you made her into.