fresh start

first week of the semester.... so much hw! But it hasn't been that bad. I'm more relaxed and used to things. The first semester was probably the long long long longestttttttttt 4 monthssss of school in the world! But now its over and I can enjoy myself.l..not really... but I found a senior I can bother in spanish...I find it really fun to freak quiet people out, its just so fun!
I had my first day of decathlon competition today and it was nervewrecking! soo much pressure and the judges just look at you while you talkkkk and repeat yourself! Gahhh oh wellsss...it was a fun day overall....I realize i really suck at rock band, but I can sing reptilia and that's good enough for me. also formal wear + decathlon = cute preppy guys

its wierd, throughout the semester, i was expecting a B in spanish and that made me super sad and disappointed, but at the end, i got the grade. its wierd when you complain about a grade, you think when you get that A, you'll enjoy great bliss and pride, but then you get it, and its like wtf, its just a letter what was i stressing abbout? wtfff man i created wayyy too much worry and stress on myself this semester....i need to chill and be more optimistic.

man i keep hearing about people's experience in college and i really reallyy can't wait to go. i love pandora, i can type any indie artist i know and other artists like them will pop out and i love it! i also can't wait til July when my ultimate romantic indie movie comes out "500 days of summer" mann there's just soo much great things coming upppp this uncoming summer....possibly england, hopefully a job, andddd endless college apps.

Its Over!

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Yikes...it has truly been the longest week every! and now its over! I just wished I worked a little harder for spanish :( But no regrets! We must start a whole new semester that is probably going to be harder, but the 2nd semester has always been really fun and better compared to the first for me in the last two years so I'm just going to hope for the best.
Under dire circumstances, I went to the La Brea Tar Pits with Raffi on Monday. Who knew Los Angelos could be so fun to look at.

I took pictures from the car.

then on Tuesday, I went to UCI and I thought we fitted in real well. Maybe........

Alright I'm tired.

crash!!!

I have had about a little more than four hours of sleep per day... and I should switch my bangs to my right again. Its annoying having to pull my bangs up and expose my giant forehead.
I should be a trancedentalist and be more optimistic...but there's no more point.
infatuations and hw are the same thing.... yuck!
- competition
- wasting time
- disappointment
- uncomprehensible
- distraction from important things

What faces? I love my faces! I shall have botox and turn my face into stone!
Celia tried to poison me ... I researched and I did have an allergic reaction!
omg home depot is sooo huge and it has likee crazy stuff! Caroline's inability to do things by herself forces me to go do little errands with her and if i dont... her reply is "you want to walk home?" some friend -_-

i have to study study study and this time i will not waste time
its 2009 and life is still the same why? i miss winter break...i was so happy... although i had to do bio everynight for a week, it was fun
i cant wait til break then i can paint like the expressionists
i got napoleon back and decorated my walls with posters. i covered my brother's walls with cathedral sketches so his side is the religious gothic period and mine is the expressionism period!