Freakin aaaaaaaaaaa
I give up! There's no hope! GAHH I give up i give up i give up i give up i give up
LOSTTT CAUSEEEE
Monday, December 21, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
I don't like snails
Every little thing I do for apps, I get happy afterwards because I'm just one little step closer. Two more weeks left and I'mm freakked out! Gosh you noe! Lan is dying right now with mid terms so I'm like omgg why am I applying for a place I'm going to die in.
I love Lykke Li and Phoenix...just love love love love them.
I spread myself tooo thin. I need to focuss. Now that HC is over, I must have no distractions. I can't help it; I just get creeped out by snails. It's not like they don't do anything bad to me. They recycle dead things into beautiful life. But if they touch me, I get grossed out. So don't blame me. I shouldn't have taken a snail in as a pet. I let it die and now I'm a bad person. But I don't regret not touching it, I just regret taking it in as pet. Seee! I make such bad mistakes.
I fail..... I miss NYC. It was so nice to just walk around with no worries in the world. I miss life.
I love Lykke Li and Phoenix...just love love love love them.
I spread myself tooo thin. I need to focuss. Now that HC is over, I must have no distractions. I can't help it; I just get creeped out by snails. It's not like they don't do anything bad to me. They recycle dead things into beautiful life. But if they touch me, I get grossed out. So don't blame me. I shouldn't have taken a snail in as a pet. I let it die and now I'm a bad person. But I don't regret not touching it, I just regret taking it in as pet. Seee! I make such bad mistakes.
I fail..... I miss NYC. It was so nice to just walk around with no worries in the world. I miss life.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Porque?
Why is everything have to be so difficult?
Can't we just leave things be?
Why am I so stressed?
College APPPS! SATs!
GRADES! CLUBS!
Its too much to handle.
On top of that, why must we make something that isnt even important such a big deal? Can't we just relax and decide later? Why must we decide now? Can't life just be simpler? Gosh I wish it was January. I feel like the only way I can get out of this alive is I just focus on that one thing. I know months from now, I'll regret worrying too much. But I can't help it! Its my future! Opportunity cost, if I'm doing something else, I'm not doing the other thing that I should be doing.
Can't we just leave things be?
Why am I so stressed?
College APPPS! SATs!
GRADES! CLUBS!
Its too much to handle.
On top of that, why must we make something that isnt even important such a big deal? Can't we just relax and decide later? Why must we decide now? Can't life just be simpler? Gosh I wish it was January. I feel like the only way I can get out of this alive is I just focus on that one thing. I know months from now, I'll regret worrying too much. But I can't help it! Its my future! Opportunity cost, if I'm doing something else, I'm not doing the other thing that I should be doing.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
simmered down
Ok....maybe I was too enraged last time....I will to simmer down now...four more days of summer left....gahh
Thursday, August 27, 2009
New Pet Peeve :(
Most people know I have many pet peeves including intentional burping, hanging up on someone, being late, constant short jokes but I have discovered a new one.....texting!
Don't get me wrong, texting is soo convenient for planning hang outs, short conversations to avoid awkward ones on the phone, short quick ways to see what's happening with someone when you're bored, in class or between activities. It is awesome!
But excessive texting is quite annoying.... like seriously like realllyyyy SERIOUSLY! Is it necessary that you must answer every freaking text you get? Is it really necessary to interrupt a real conversation with a real person to answer a text by someone who isn't even there? I find it incredibly rude and an instant mood killer. It's like you can't think of anything to say to the person in front of you but some how you can carry on a conversation with someone who's not there. That's truly incredible. Especially when its like everyone texting someone at the same time, so you feel weird just sitting there staring at ppl text soo you take out your phone to see if anyone texted you. Is that completely pathetic or what? Especially when you leave your phone on vibration right in front of you....it vibrates and its obvious to everyone that you want to answer that text. WAY TO MAKE THINGS AWKWARD HUH? If you are that desperate to carry on that coversation through texting, why dont you just freaking ask that person to hang out with you. Ppl should realize that they are where they are with the person who took time to hang out with them and that's where their mind should be. I've tried to get use to it....but serioulsy like really? Are you really serious? Does it look like I want to stare at you text? I don't care if you're just a girl friend and its like a really chill hang out and you're texting to that guy you totally like, but wow way to show your friend who you care about more. Your replies can wait, its ok! Its not the end of the world. And the other person totally seem to be ok with it, but after text after text, they don't want to intrude and ask you what or who the text was from. But they get a feeling you'd rather be talking to that person. GoSSSHHHH Anyone who doesnt' have texting and can survive, I applaud you! Because at least, its more enjoyable to hang out with you.
But maybe that's just me. Maybe I actually want to have a good time with friends who actually want to be there. ALso, texting during a movie, its pretty obvious that you are and you're definately killing the movie for everyone.
Another thing...I haven't spoken to you that whole summer and the first thing you say to me is "cockblock"....way to kill my evening.. then after a few minutes of realizing you're a totally jerk for saying that to me, you text me again trying to pretend that comment was about something else and trying to make you seem not so much an ass, that's just really pathetic. You had a chance and screwed it up and that argument is between you two, don't ruin my evening by obviously making it seem that you're jealous.
But seirously?? seriouslyy????
Don't get me wrong, texting is soo convenient for planning hang outs, short conversations to avoid awkward ones on the phone, short quick ways to see what's happening with someone when you're bored, in class or between activities. It is awesome!
But excessive texting is quite annoying.... like seriously like realllyyyy SERIOUSLY! Is it necessary that you must answer every freaking text you get? Is it really necessary to interrupt a real conversation with a real person to answer a text by someone who isn't even there? I find it incredibly rude and an instant mood killer. It's like you can't think of anything to say to the person in front of you but some how you can carry on a conversation with someone who's not there. That's truly incredible. Especially when its like everyone texting someone at the same time, so you feel weird just sitting there staring at ppl text soo you take out your phone to see if anyone texted you. Is that completely pathetic or what? Especially when you leave your phone on vibration right in front of you....it vibrates and its obvious to everyone that you want to answer that text. WAY TO MAKE THINGS AWKWARD HUH? If you are that desperate to carry on that coversation through texting, why dont you just freaking ask that person to hang out with you. Ppl should realize that they are where they are with the person who took time to hang out with them and that's where their mind should be. I've tried to get use to it....but serioulsy like really? Are you really serious? Does it look like I want to stare at you text? I don't care if you're just a girl friend and its like a really chill hang out and you're texting to that guy you totally like, but wow way to show your friend who you care about more. Your replies can wait, its ok! Its not the end of the world. And the other person totally seem to be ok with it, but after text after text, they don't want to intrude and ask you what or who the text was from. But they get a feeling you'd rather be talking to that person. GoSSSHHHH Anyone who doesnt' have texting and can survive, I applaud you! Because at least, its more enjoyable to hang out with you.
But maybe that's just me. Maybe I actually want to have a good time with friends who actually want to be there. ALso, texting during a movie, its pretty obvious that you are and you're definately killing the movie for everyone.
Another thing...I haven't spoken to you that whole summer and the first thing you say to me is "cockblock"....way to kill my evening.. then after a few minutes of realizing you're a totally jerk for saying that to me, you text me again trying to pretend that comment was about something else and trying to make you seem not so much an ass, that's just really pathetic. You had a chance and screwed it up and that argument is between you two, don't ruin my evening by obviously making it seem that you're jealous.
But seirously?? seriouslyy????
Friday, August 21, 2009
BACK in the OC
In less than two weeks, my wonderful summer will end and life will return back to the routine school days...that's pretty depressing
As beautiful and exciting NYC is, life is just soo much more simpler and relaxing in the OC...I guess I'm not a CITY Girl....Perhaps I will live in NYC if I lived in a nice flat in the Upper East Side but that's only if I'm a millionaire. For now, I decided I want a real campus with tons of grass area to study and tan in the sun and cute little shops for when I feel the urge to enjoy a nice cup of coffee or cupcake.
I also found out I'm not a plane person...6 hours on the plane everytime I want to go home and back will drive me crazy! I also learned how easily people will open up to you if you just start a simple conversation on the plane, subway or train...I think Yalies are the nicest people in the world.
I finally mad
e my college list and I decided I'm not going to cut my hair until I get at least one acceptance letter from the list. I know it sounds pretty lame, but it'll be fun. Also, I miss being about to move my long locks to the side and being able to play with it.
Sadly, its not as grand as I thought it would be.
The WoOSLEY Statue is suppose to give me good luck for my application... Let's hope it does.
As beautiful and exciting NYC is, life is just soo much more simpler and relaxing in the OC...I guess I'm not a CITY Girl....Perhaps I will live in NYC if I lived in a nice flat in the Upper East Side but that's only if I'm a millionaire. For now, I decided I want a real campus with tons of grass area to study and tan in the sun and cute little shops for when I feel the urge to enjoy a nice cup of coffee or cupcake.
I also found out I'm not a plane person...6 hours on the plane everytime I want to go home and back will drive me crazy! I also learned how easily people will open up to you if you just start a simple conversation on the plane, subway or train...I think Yalies are the nicest people in the world.
I finally mad
e my college list and I decided I'm not going to cut my hair until I get at least one acceptance letter from the list. I know it sounds pretty lame, but it'll be fun. Also, I miss being about to move my long locks to the side and being able to play with it.Sadly, its not as grand as I thought it would be.
The WoOSLEY Statue is suppose to give me good luck for my application... Let's hope it does.
Thursday, August 6, 2009
i only have 2 wisdom left.....
Its AUGUST already...its quite sad.. one more month..
Yesterday, I finally cracked open my SAT book... I'm disappointed in myself for not cracking it open earlier, now I only have less than 2 months to study for the final exam...the one thing that might be the final factor in my college entrance into whateverrrr I apply to. Gah...I will now put on a facade and say that who cares about SATs..if a college doesnt accept me just for a test score, then it is not meant to be...but its such a lie lol.
I actually love my summer... I have been a lot more productive compare to last year lol my sister says that when you're in that "bubble" you don't realize it, but after you get out of that "bubble", you go "what the freak was I thinking?" hahahaha now i go, what the freak was i thinking? i wasted soo much timee last summer.... i mean i dont mind being in a bubble ...when when all you can think about is that bubble, or the bubble makes you frustrated and you forget about things outside the bubble or you loose your priorities and change into something that you despise in others or when you get out of that bubble, you feel depressed because you're not in that bubble again. but you know what i say? why does a girl need to be in a bubble in order to be happy huh? we're young and we have a whole life of bubbles waiting for us. why do we feel like just because someone is in a bubble, they have a life or they'er cool...well i say no to it! I will not feel bad about myself just because im not in a bubble. People constantly in bubbles will always feel the need to be in one all through their lives and will never be happy without being in one. Or maybe i'm just being a bit mean and judgemental hahahah. just my insight on bubbles.
Whatever...expectations and what is the norm. I look at myself and what I have achieved and its pretty cool. But what makes it cool is that I got my family to tell me its cool and i guess that's the point in what i've always tried to achieve. I want to meet ming tsai and jermaine and brett. that would be nice.
Yesterday, I finally cracked open my SAT book... I'm disappointed in myself for not cracking it open earlier, now I only have less than 2 months to study for the final exam...the one thing that might be the final factor in my college entrance into whateverrrr I apply to. Gah...I will now put on a facade and say that who cares about SATs..if a college doesnt accept me just for a test score, then it is not meant to be...but its such a lie lol.
I actually love my summer... I have been a lot more productive compare to last year lol my sister says that when you're in that "bubble" you don't realize it, but after you get out of that "bubble", you go "what the freak was I thinking?" hahahaha now i go, what the freak was i thinking? i wasted soo much timee last summer.... i mean i dont mind being in a bubble ...when when all you can think about is that bubble, or the bubble makes you frustrated and you forget about things outside the bubble or you loose your priorities and change into something that you despise in others or when you get out of that bubble, you feel depressed because you're not in that bubble again. but you know what i say? why does a girl need to be in a bubble in order to be happy huh? we're young and we have a whole life of bubbles waiting for us. why do we feel like just because someone is in a bubble, they have a life or they'er cool...well i say no to it! I will not feel bad about myself just because im not in a bubble. People constantly in bubbles will always feel the need to be in one all through their lives and will never be happy without being in one. Or maybe i'm just being a bit mean and judgemental hahahah. just my insight on bubbles.
Whatever...expectations and what is the norm. I look at myself and what I have achieved and its pretty cool. But what makes it cool is that I got my family to tell me its cool and i guess that's the point in what i've always tried to achieve. I want to meet ming tsai and jermaine and brett. that would be nice.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
(500) Days of Summer
After months of anticipation, I finally watched the darn film. Of course, I expected more...but I'm still absolutely in love with it, Tom Hansen and the portrayal of the relationship...It just made me want to start a relationship again despite knowing it would probably endddd tragically lol I will now look for my Tom.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Stanford
Hard as a rock!
Look at me!
I could get use to this life.....art museum just 10 minutes away! :D
Sunday, July 5, 2009
THREE WEEKS....
Man...I just really love the SUMMER.....
But now that June is over and we only have TWO more MONTHS left in the summer, I must be productive....
I almost have 100 hours of community service at FVRH so Obamamamam will soon be hanging on my wall.
I went over the pre revolutionary art packet for decathlon sooo yayyy for me. It was tough forcing myself to sit for three hours.
I am going to NY and SF for suree! I'm going to visit the Metropolitan Museum and ask that my sister leave me there for the whole day bc seriously just want to spend the rest of my life in there.
Now I will study for the SAT and I promise to improve by 150 more points I can do it!
I decided, I'm just too lazy to go find a job...but I will eventually get one..I swear.
After the disappointing Thursday, I will give up my hopes for finding any summer anything....I will fall in love with 85's delicious fresh bread. yumm gives me goosebumps just thinking about it.
But now that June is over and we only have TWO more MONTHS left in the summer, I must be productive....
I almost have 100 hours of community service at FVRH so Obamamamam will soon be hanging on my wall.
I went over the pre revolutionary art packet for decathlon sooo yayyy for me. It was tough forcing myself to sit for three hours.
I am going to NY and SF for suree! I'm going to visit the Metropolitan Museum and ask that my sister leave me there for the whole day bc seriously just want to spend the rest of my life in there.
Now I will study for the SAT and I promise to improve by 150 more points I can do it!
I decided, I'm just too lazy to go find a job...but I will eventually get one..I swear.
After the disappointing Thursday, I will give up my hopes for finding any summer anything....I will fall in love with 85's delicious fresh bread. yumm gives me goosebumps just thinking about it.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
idea!
I should get a planner for this year.
First week of summer was fun...
I forgot how slow Tales of Two Cities was.
Lan said my college essays were crap.
I have no money.
I now have the GAVEL!
I now know the under happenings.
Who will go see Harry Potter number 6 with me?
Very nice week eh?
What time is it?
DANCE TIME
First week of summer was fun...
I forgot how slow Tales of Two Cities was.
Lan said my college essays were crap.
I have no money.
I now have the GAVEL!
I now know the under happenings.
Who will go see Harry Potter number 6 with me?
Very nice week eh?
What time is it?
DANCE TIME
Friday, June 12, 2009
SUMMER!
I have been waiting for this day since August 30 2008....And it has finally come. I think my life has somewhat changed since the day I started school....and although I was very unhappy and mean this year, I am somewhat a better person now and have achieved a lot. :D I would write a whole entry about my whole year, but all the memories are mine and whoever reads have no interest it in it..... soooooo happy summer!
Saturday, May 30, 2009
2 more weeks
Yuppp two more weeks of hectic work left in our junior year. I'm stoked! Lan's coming home in two weeks too and will heal me while im laying on the couch drugged out for my four lost wisdom teeth :( i'm excited. for some reason i think i will be stronger after suffering with so much pain. However, CElia did take our her four teeth and she seemed the same to me afterwards.
Anyways, school is finally somewhat great now. My grades are somewhat secure. All my work has paid off for NHS and now I know for a fact, senior year will be awesome. It helps to be an amable likable person.
I found out transformers is a stupid movie. Iron man gone wrong. Sorry Shia...you were funny in it at least.
Also last week, I found out, no matter what you do, you can't solve the problems in the world. Everything has a consequence. If you fix one think, you're creating a problem for another. If you let Coasta Rica escape from poverty, you're killing the sharks. If you save the sharks, you're killing the money makers of Coasta Rica. Poverty? or Extinction? Probably save the sharks for me, but still you can't just say to people, we need to save the sharks, so you're going to have to starve for a while. It seems there's just no hope for perfect solutions.
I cant wait for summer....I decided no classes for me. I will focus on SATS on my OWN. I will try to find a job...probably not though. I will indulge in my stress breaker in unlimited time. Never ending painting, sewing, and crafts. LOVE IT! Visit Lan up in Stanford for two weeks and pretend to be a student there...AWESOME! Go to the Beach every FRIDAY...Work out every other day! You think I can do it? I will try.
Anyways, school is finally somewhat great now. My grades are somewhat secure. All my work has paid off for NHS and now I know for a fact, senior year will be awesome. It helps to be an amable likable person.
I found out transformers is a stupid movie. Iron man gone wrong. Sorry Shia...you were funny in it at least.
Also last week, I found out, no matter what you do, you can't solve the problems in the world. Everything has a consequence. If you fix one think, you're creating a problem for another. If you let Coasta Rica escape from poverty, you're killing the sharks. If you save the sharks, you're killing the money makers of Coasta Rica. Poverty? or Extinction? Probably save the sharks for me, but still you can't just say to people, we need to save the sharks, so you're going to have to starve for a while. It seems there's just no hope for perfect solutions.
I cant wait for summer....I decided no classes for me. I will focus on SATS on my OWN. I will try to find a job...probably not though. I will indulge in my stress breaker in unlimited time. Never ending painting, sewing, and crafts. LOVE IT! Visit Lan up in Stanford for two weeks and pretend to be a student there...AWESOME! Go to the Beach every FRIDAY...Work out every other day! You think I can do it? I will try.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Friday, May 1, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
so worth it!
That was soo worth waiting three months for....
worth waiting in 2 hours there for
worth getting my feet splashed with beer
worth killing my ears next to the speakers
worth dragging celia, raffi, and george from prom
worth looking pathetic in my summer dress while everyone dressed casually
worth yelling at the drunk lady next to me to shut up
worth having celia sit on top of me in raffi's beamer for absolutely no reason
worth putting my eyeliner and mascara only to look scary
worth having to put up with timmy's daily crap about how i'm wasting money RAWR!
it was the best night ever! i dont think i can ever happy unless i see matt costa again.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
hrmm
Maybe i was a bit too irrational in my last post...i guess its not that bad, but still i have succeeded in my personal oath :D i come off as cranky but its only because of my oath and possible annoying people. ive gotten through this rough week by listening to the Across the Universe sound track and as cheesy as the movie is, i want to watch it now lol.
i had my first real bowl of pho today and it was absolutely delicious. i now understand why ppl love it.
Crunch time!
MATT COSTA in a week...omg what will i say wen i meet him? what will i wear? omgomgomgomg
i had my first real bowl of pho today and it was absolutely delicious. i now understand why ppl love it.
Crunch time!
MATT COSTA in a week...omg what will i say wen i meet him? what will i wear? omgomgomgomg
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
anger!!!!!
someone just really knows how to piss me off! even if i was pmsing, i dont have to take that crap anymore. its gotten to the point where i prefer it if never they never talk to me again. i mean its ok to be annoying and insulting, but if they know im stressed out, and they still push it especially if they're a good friend, then theyer just being a jerk intentionally to piss me off. i wish i didnt owe anything to them and was able to cut all ties from them. I hate what you've become and what you made her into.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Monday morning
Its 1:42 am and i haven't started studying for bio yet....fml :(
Probably the worst semester in the entire universe of my life.
But I did get to go shopping and bought jeans and new shoes woot woot
what motivates me? the idea that senior year is coming soon and this piece of crap of a year is over. My sister is in London in a tiny apartment right now but she gets to walk to work and drink tea with milk every morning. i should go back to studying now.
SPRING BREAK woot woot woot
Probably the worst semester in the entire universe of my life.
But I did get to go shopping and bought jeans and new shoes woot woot
what motivates me? the idea that senior year is coming soon and this piece of crap of a year is over. My sister is in London in a tiny apartment right now but she gets to walk to work and drink tea with milk every morning. i should go back to studying now.
SPRING BREAK woot woot woot
Sunday, February 22, 2009
whiissh
i have made my third video this month and i am sick of it very much!
I hate how weekends are so short, but it has been fun...
when things are out of your grasp, it sucks bc you know you should just let it go, but then there's no alternative so you're left feeling sad lol el leonnnn
its time to let it gooo
i like boba more than frozen yogurt now
my sister and i had a whole convo about the goverment problems and economics soo i have a basic understanding of everything happeningg soo hopefully i can elaborate on it and look smart.
I hate how weekends are so short, but it has been fun...
when things are out of your grasp, it sucks bc you know you should just let it go, but then there's no alternative so you're left feeling sad lol el leonnnn
its time to let it gooo
i like boba more than frozen yogurt now
my sister and i had a whole convo about the goverment problems and economics soo i have a basic understanding of everything happeningg soo hopefully i can elaborate on it and look smart.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
magic
my love for art history and social studies once again never lets me down....i love you guys man! im totally gonna minor in art history in college and study abroad in Parisss...that would be the dream!
there was a guy from westminster high with the name "magic" as his middle name and kchen, dipto and i were cheering for him whenever he won a medal....magic is the best middle name anyone can have.
there was a guy from westminster high with the name "magic" as his middle name and kchen, dipto and i were cheering for him whenever he won a medal....magic is the best middle name anyone can have.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
affirmative
okkk....i just made two big decisions today.
I finally brought my Matt Costa Tickets so i'm definately going fo sooo
After calling my sister and planning my testing schedule, I registered for the Sat Test in March 14...i know i only have a month to study and with all these projects, i'm going to have to work super duper hard, but I 've no choice......I cant take the May one ebcause its right before ap testing gahhh five days day of non stop testing
studystudystudy
I finally brought my Matt Costa Tickets so i'm definately going fo sooo
After calling my sister and planning my testing schedule, I registered for the Sat Test in March 14...i know i only have a month to study and with all these projects, i'm going to have to work super duper hard, but I 've no choice......I cant take the May one ebcause its right before ap testing gahhh five days day of non stop testing
studystudystudy
Thursday, February 5, 2009
apathy
I dont feel like doing anything today so i'm just going to post up pictures........
Raffi found a new sleeping location which has prevented me from fitting on my chair....
My desk
is too small.....
I took a picture of my brother because I have to sit next to him everytime I do my homework...good thing he doesn't listen to annoying music :)
what a bad week.....When i found out my grades, i just wanted to stop working hardd.... so now im apathic and don't feel like doing anything....but that has caused me to fail my psych test and bio quiz so i'm back to my schedule...i just gotta pull through til ap testing...
Raffi found a new sleeping location which has prevented me from fitting on my chair....
My desk
is too small.....I took a picture of my brother because I have to sit next to him everytime I do my homework...good thing he doesn't listen to annoying music :)
what a bad week.....When i found out my grades, i just wanted to stop working hardd.... so now im apathic and don't feel like doing anything....but that has caused me to fail my psych test and bio quiz so i'm back to my schedule...i just gotta pull through til ap testing...
Saturday, January 31, 2009
fresh start
first week of the semester.... so much hw! But it hasn't been that bad. I'm more relaxed and used to things. The first semester was probably the long long long longestttttttttt 4 monthssss of school in the world! But now its over and I can enjoy myself.l..not really... but I found a senior I can bother in spanish...I find it really fun to freak quiet people out, its just so fun!
I had my first day of decathlon competition today and it was nervewrecking! soo much pressure and the judges just look at you while you talkkkk and repeat yourself! Gahhh oh wellsss...it was a fun day overall....I realize i really suck at rock band, but I can sing reptilia and that's good enough for me. also formal wear + decathlon = cute preppy guys
its wierd, throughout the semester, i was expecting a B in spanish and that made me super sad and disappointed, but at the end, i got the grade. its wierd when you complain about a grade, you think when you get that A, you'll enjoy great bliss and pride, but then you get it, and its like wtf, its just a letter what was i stressing abbout? wtfff man i created wayyy too much worry and stress on myself this semester....i need to chill and be more optimistic.
man i keep hearing about people's experience in college and i really reallyy can't wait to go. i love pandora, i can type any indie artist i know and other artists like them will pop out and i love it! i also can't wait til July when my ultimate romantic indie movie comes out "500 days of summer" mann there's just soo much great things coming upppp this uncoming summer....possibly england, hopefully a job, andddd endless college apps.
I had my first day of decathlon competition today and it was nervewrecking! soo much pressure and the judges just look at you while you talkkkk and repeat yourself! Gahhh oh wellsss...it was a fun day overall....I realize i really suck at rock band, but I can sing reptilia and that's good enough for me. also formal wear + decathlon = cute preppy guys
its wierd, throughout the semester, i was expecting a B in spanish and that made me super sad and disappointed, but at the end, i got the grade. its wierd when you complain about a grade, you think when you get that A, you'll enjoy great bliss and pride, but then you get it, and its like wtf, its just a letter what was i stressing abbout? wtfff man i created wayyy too much worry and stress on myself this semester....i need to chill and be more optimistic.
man i keep hearing about people's experience in college and i really reallyy can't wait to go. i love pandora, i can type any indie artist i know and other artists like them will pop out and i love it! i also can't wait til July when my ultimate romantic indie movie comes out "500 days of summer" mann there's just soo much great things coming upppp this uncoming summer....possibly england, hopefully a job, andddd endless college apps.
Friday, January 23, 2009
Its Over!
..
Yikes...it has truly been the longest week every! and now its over! I just wished I worked a little harder for spanish :( But no regrets! We must start a whole new semester that is probably going to be harder, but the 2nd semester has always been really fun and better compared to the first for me in the last two years so I'm just going to hope for the best.
Under dire circumstances, I went to the La Brea Tar Pits with Raffi on Monday. Who knew Los Angelos
could be so fun to look at.
I took pictures from the car.
then on Tuesday, I went to UCI and I thought we fitted in real well. Maybe........
Alright I'm tired.
Yikes...it has truly been the longest week every! and now its over! I just wished I worked a little harder for spanish :( But no regrets! We must start a whole new semester that is probably going to be harder, but the 2nd semester has always been really fun and better compared to the first for me in the last two years so I'm just going to hope for the best.
Under dire circumstances, I went to the La Brea Tar Pits with Raffi on Monday. Who knew Los Angelos
could be so fun to look at.
I took pictures from the car.
then on Tuesday, I went to UCI and I thought we fitted in real well. Maybe........
Alright I'm tired.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
crash!!!
I have had about a little more than four hours of sleep per day... and I should switch my bangs to my right again. Its annoying having to pull my bangs up and expose my giant forehead.
I should be a trancedentalist and be more optimistic...but there's no more point.
infatuations and hw are the same thing.... yuck!
- competition
- wasting time
- disappointment
- uncomprehensible
- distraction from important things
What faces? I love my faces! I shall have botox and turn my face into stone!
Celia tried to poison me ... I researched and I did have an allergic reaction!
omg home depot is sooo huge and it has likee crazy stuff! Caroline's inability to do things by herself forces me to go do little errands with her and if i dont... her reply is "you want to walk home?" some friend -_-
i have to study study study and this time i will not waste time
its 2009 and life is still the same why? i miss winter break...i was so happy... although i had to do bio everynight for a week, it was fun
i cant wait til break then i can paint like the expressionists
i got napoleon back and decorated my walls with posters. i covered my brother's walls with cathedral sketches so his side is the religious gothic period and mine is the expressionism period!
I should be a trancedentalist and be more optimistic...but there's no more point.
infatuations and hw are the same thing.... yuck!
- competition
- wasting time
- disappointment
- uncomprehensible
- distraction from important things
What faces? I love my faces! I shall have botox and turn my face into stone!
Celia tried to poison me ... I researched and I did have an allergic reaction!
omg home depot is sooo huge and it has likee crazy stuff! Caroline's inability to do things by herself forces me to go do little errands with her and if i dont... her reply is "you want to walk home?" some friend -_-
i have to study study study and this time i will not waste time
its 2009 and life is still the same why? i miss winter break...i was so happy... although i had to do bio everynight for a week, it was fun
i cant wait til break then i can paint like the expressionists
i got napoleon back and decorated my walls with posters. i covered my brother's walls with cathedral sketches so his side is the religious gothic period and mine is the expressionism period!
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