so many possibilities!

i have to say, i really like this week....it has been so eassyy kindaaa no major test and not a lot of failing well except that thing that i wont talk about cuz im still pissed but its in the past...gotta let it go!
i'm starting to let my imagination take a hold of mee...lol i didn't realize it this year, but i did found something to amuse myself with during class lol...maybe???? heheheheheh gigglegiggle "wow again" hehhee wanna share half a paper?

yesss got my spaninsh grade up to 85.7 just need 7 moore percent points to raise it to an A!!! i got 100% on the last two quizes soo im psycheddd! come onn..i'm going to work my butt off this quarter...too many b's already...my apush grade is an A again yess just gotta keep it that way! i got 15/15 on participation and i dont even remember how often i volunteered. wowowowo

i want to go to washington DC but i'm not even sure i'm gonna join the legal field gahhh i doubt it!

i have to say i just might not have a life....five days a week, i do non stop hw....on my weekends, i volunteer...wow need to get a social life and going to wendy's isnt considered one. i feel bad for not devoting myself to decathlon..i hate knowing MR. D is disappointed..i'll just stick around for now.

i've been listeing to frou frou, the wombats, and chairlifts this week...frou frou is not indie hippy at alll!
and so what if berkley is depressing.....its probably just a myth...the chances of me doing drugs is slim...i hope

i heart macs

OMG i love my mac..i get to make cool pictures of myself and music videos....i love fridays...i went to the holy spirit church festival with nina after we finished the project...i really wanted to go on the swinging roller coaster, but nina said it wasnt worth four dollars soo i spent it on deep fried food yuck...but i did spend a dollar on a super cool balloon shaped as a lion. i went home and played with my computer with it...maybe i should drop school and become a self expressoion artist.

i really like this week! not that much bad news and no late hours studying......i dont care what everyone says, i love my hippy indie music.....im starting to like the wombats "lets stand for joy division" dododododododo let the love tear us apart, i found a cureee for a brokenn heart....let it tear us apartt....

i'm forming a greeat idea for a party during winter break.....its not really a party more like a social experiment. you noe those awkward work parties where no one really noes each other. everyone just walks around and mingle and eat cheese and wine. i really want to do that. I really want to give my guest a wierd identity ten years from now then for an hour, we try to figure out who everyone is without actually revealing who they are. maybe we can kill someone then try to figure out who the killer is ohhhh soo funnnnn!!!!!! i guess it depends on who would actually spend two hours doing that lol but i really want to do it!

hoa

i get a feeling deep down inside.....

another unsucccessful week of school....i have a lower grade in spanish...i have a B now in apush! yeah i noe! i am determined to beat khang on the next one... two major projects due the following week and i havent even started! gahhh sometimes i just think about all the choices i make.....

i learned many things this week...
1. teachers arent as intimidating as they seem.
2. never expect to go home early if you're eating with caroline, raffi, and khang...just never never expect to go home to do hw. this is what i did instead of studying ------->
3. holly + micheal - mean jan = happy ending
4. never name your kid astrid
5. i'm really liking this duffy album
6. life is really against me because the only time the kooks are in the oc, their show is on the day before my english project is due.
7. its too dangerous to open up a crab shack in mexico cuz the chances of you being held as hostage is high.
8. never go to sleep early and expect to wake up at 4 to do hw. it will never happen.

:( life sucksss but its ok! its called delayed gratification <-----college?

enferma

blah i'm sick! i wonder if i will be sick tomorrow and miss a day of school? should i? i hate making up work and miss a lecture. blahhhhhhhh at least raffi had fun today...i was very surprised how ppl liked her..

What to do.....

Okk let's see so we have one more month til the end of the quarter...and three b's are staring right at me. This isnt good....Ok i will only settle for two b's this semester but after not doing so well on the psych test and spanish test....nothing is stable. gahh i wish la framboise would just tell us our grade already. i've been getting only like five hours of sleep everyday. this is not good for my skin or liver at all.

i made a pledge and i will stick with it! NO more! I will get a hair cut then perhaps, this insignificant change will = big change and i will improve. gahh life is so depressing, but not depressing enough to give up.

October.....

Today was the first day of October....I have to say, this has been the longest month of my life! so many uneventful things have happen but I think somehow, my life has changed. I'm more pessimistic and mean...I'll try not to do that. I think I'm pretty nice though to people I don't really know. awww I hate it when I say stuff then like a day later, I totally regret saying it. I'm going to think before I say stuff. I don't have that much homework today, so that's a bit scary. I like going to decathlon now, maybe because we're looking over the art section..I really like art i guess...Historian? Curator? then I can look into the Da Vinci Code. Wouldn't it be awesome if I lived in Rome and everyday I would walk by a piece of art..that would be soo cool. I want to go to a museum very much. i dont like indigenous art though, its boring.

More things that piss me off. Why do people work at school when it is evident that they hate kids. I dont get it at all....how can you live with yourself working as something that anyone on the streets can do and be so mean to the students there.

I cant find the chairlift song to download :( Its been really hot these days.....but its really cold in the classes its bad for circulation. I really like the color green...its a good color especially when it has white added to it to make a different tint. I really like that.

Omg....I want to have a thanksgiving celebration at a pancake place. wouldnt that be swell? then we can share about what we're thankful for. I can't wait!

I think Jonahthon Edwards was crazy...how can anyone think that God can be that angry. I dont like reading that because its soo incorrecto.

I wish I can write poetry. Wouldn't that be swell?

I like it when Raffi is washed so she has nice white fur. then when she stands on her legs so you can scratch her...its the cutest thingggg.

I haven't been home on every friday of this september. weird huh? parttyyy

I see caroline too much...but it's a blessing in disguise.

I like the Vampire weekend...they make happy music.

okk that's all